|Lady and Scout|
We had a horse named Lady who was a bit strong-willed. She seemed to sense my 'beginner' nerves and made use of that information. While going down hill she lowered her head and off I went. I can't explain how it happened only that I didn't want to get back on her back.
But I had to. You can't let a horse win or you'll go flying off that saddle every time.
The day I took that tumble I didn't expect it to become a blog post someday or even a life lesson.
Probably because the day I took the fall I was 17 and knew everything.
Since that day life has thrown me from the saddle many times. Sometimes it's not hard to get back on because it wasn't a big fall and the horse didn't run off so I had to catch it. Maybe that's the day the gluten free meal I made turned out like paste. ( Oh yeah, that was another drop in my life I hadn't expected no more regular people bread!)
Or maybe that fall is harder like losing your husband at 32.
That was a flattening fall. It took months to even to look up. Then despite my fear of being thrown again, I remarried.
So far so good--I haven't killed him with my gluten free cooking yet.
There is another kind of fall that I experience. After I finish a crocheting a scarf, making a quilt or writing a book it takes awhile to try another one. I have a new book coming out in May. A Bride's Dilemma in Friendship, Tennessee. I know those characters so well that I keep thinking about them. It's hard to take my attention away from Heaven and Travis and turn it onto new characters.
But like falling off the horse, I must get back on or in this case back in my writer's chair and make friends with those unwilling characters who only want to look pretty--much like Lady who only wanted to be in the pasture.
So many things require us to get back up and start anew.
What's the hardest project you've had to restart?